What do you actually chase in life? Food for thought.
Defining Happiness!
Hey hey. You are now visiting vaniahosen.blogspot.com, and you probably know that already.
This blog is made by a nineteen years old girl named Vania to accommodate her randomness and madness. She usually blabs a lot here when she is desperate and sad.
Also, when she has no one to share her troubled mind with, here is the site she visits the most, types a lot, and ends up erasing everything; and she still thinks this is fun!
She always tries to be positive and thankful of her life at all times, even when it gets hard.
She worries about things much, even though knowing that this ain't good. She has lots of flaws, she admits them, and currently on the process to fix them.
Shit happens, but she believes every hardships will come to an end.
-That's me
Vania is back from a not so long hiatus. kkk. it's been a while since I finally feel the urgency to write something again.
so, it's been a while.
this few past months had been crazy. literally. I get to know more what life is, but still, long way to learn.
I'm not gonna hate the past nor the future, since they are the one whose make the present me.
expectations, reality. whether they are fulfilled or not, those what shape me now.
life is harsh. you've gotta admit that.
life is good. you've gotta admit that.
good people were sent to cheer you up.
bad people were sent to let you learn how to cheer yourself up.
good or bad, you've got to be strong.
good, bad, and the subjectivity of defining them: it all depends on you.
why should be negative if one can choose to be positive?
why should be bad if one can choose to be nice?
everybody just gotta realize this.
I have. How about you? :)
you dont?
Thursday, May 10, 2012 || 12:18 AM
there must be
Saturday, April 21, 2012 || 11:00 PM
I believe someday everybody will come to a phase where relationship is needed not because of lust, but because of the need to share your trouble mind with.
to talk with and listen to each other.
to actually believe and realize that you are someone's somebody.
to be reminded that even people comes and goes, there must be somebody who stays.
and to keep the faith that you are not alone.
another song up in the list
Saturday, April 14, 2012 || 4:18 AM
So, I found this song. at 4 am in the morning.
It's so soothing.
You just have to believe.
me want this. sweet.
Tuesday, April 3, 2012 || 12:16 AM
Righteousness
|| 12:10 AM
Like what I've always said
Why should I be normal if normality is only measured by majority?
I just don't get it.
Why shall I go for majority?
Why shall I be you?
a published draft.
Saturday, March 24, 2012 || 12:39 PM
I'm tired.
I know nagging and complaining wont change a thing.
But emotionally, I'm super exhausted.
Being haunted by deadlines is too much for me.
I aint ready yet for this war.
First time ever, I wished that If only I wasnt given this much responsibility.
Sometimes I wished, if only being blamed would solve a thing.
I'm tired of given so much obligations, and ends up being blame even after doing my best.
It already exceeds my limit. I've stretched my limit to my maximum, but what if even after that you still cant make it out?
depressed. the pressure is to high.
Counting days, another monday is coming. and i really hate that.
I want to escape but it seemed to be in a dead locked.
Grace alone, with God supplies. Strength unknown, He will provide.
Therefore, I do not lose heart, cause God is with me.
I'm not walking alone in this rocky road.
I should have being thankful instead.
